Thursday, January 8, 2015

8/1/2015

Today he came to sleep over.

I feel like we're more like friends than lovers.
Your actions doesn't make you feel like you're my boyfriend tbh.
No girl wants a princess-boyfriend.
You don't help me with labour stuffs, you don't pay for my food, like what a normal guy friend would be like.
All you do is like a chauffeur, fetch me around to bring me to places i wanna go.

And you're like taking me as an entertainment.
How many times i've said, don't agitate me.
When i snapped, stop.
Instead of stopping, you continued & laughed at me.
You think thats funny? you think thats fun?
I don't think so.

I'm trying my best to treat you better, but you're like trying to take advantage of it.
Thats the reason why i don't like to treat guys nicely.
They'll think you're easy to climb on.

I don't know how long this relationship will last.
But if nothing improves, and this relationship continues like this shit, I'm sure gonna be cold one day.
Sometimes i really feel like just leaving this relationship & start a new one with someone better.
Yes, i'm not that perfect as well, but, i should at least be with someone who i think is right.

I know, whatever i said or rant, you will find things to retaliate & state your rubbish point.



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